Mommie

Mommie

Mommie, I was born just hours ago

You looked at me

My eyes were barely open and could see your face

You were happy for a moment

Then your look changed to hatred

What could I have done in such a short time?

Was I that bad of a child that you despised me?

I know I cried

Calling for your love for just a moment

But you would not let me look into your eyes

Now, I lay into the cold winter's winds

There are no blankets to keep me warm

Rotting food surrounds me

I am too young to survive on it

I cry harder than I ever had before

Yet, no one hears me or no one cares

Half of my life I have been alone

Something no baby should ever feel

Tonight will be my first night

Tonight will be my last night

I never even had the chance to be held

Never had the chance to smile

Never had to chance to be love

I just have the chance to die