Judgment

Judgment

I have not feared much

Why then does my blood run cold

The time had to come

When I would be judged

I do not want to walk those steps

Admit my sins as I climb

All the time fearing that I would fall

I have to go

One step at a time

Higher with my thoughts

My confessions and my lies

My dreams and my nightmares

I do not wish to speak to the man at the top

The one who will tell me how bad I have been

Where I will spend eternity

But, I must

It may not do any good

I must speak and defend myself

I must allow myself to be judged

Whether pleasure of terror

I must allow myself to be sentenced

To an eternity I have no say in